I'll be just fine pretending I'm not.....I'm far from lonely and it's all that I've got.
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Name: Ashley
Location: Lubbock, Texas, United States
Birthday: 5/16/1987
Gender: Female


Occupation: Student
Industry: Media


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Member Since: 11/28/2005

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Currently Listening
Leaving Through The Window
By Something Corporate
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"Punk Rock Princess"

Maybe when the room is empty,
Maybe when the bottle's full.
Maybe when the door gets broke down,
Love can break in.

Maybe when I'm done with thinking,
Maybe you can think me whole.
Maybe when I'm done with endings
This can begin, this can begin
This can begin.

If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something

Maybe when your hair gets darker,
Maybe when your eyes get wide,
Maybe when the walls are smaller
There will be more space

Maybe when I'm not so tired,
Maybe you could step inside
Maybe when I look for things that
I cant replace, I cant replace
I cant replace.

If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.

If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.

I never thought you'd last,
I never dream you would.
You watch your life go past,
You wonder if you should.

You should be my punk rock princess,
So I could be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.

If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.

Whoa! you know!
You only burn my bridges
Whoa! you know!
You just cant let it sink in!
You could be my heroine,
You could be my heroine!

-Something Corporate


Sunday, December 18, 2005

Currently Listening
George Strait - Latest Greatest Straitest Hits
By George Strait
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Christmas break in P-town = BOREDOM! Well, for the most part its boring here. Thurs. night I watched a movie at Rob's. Friday night I hung out with my brother and sis-in-law. (fun fun) Yesterday I babysat a 2 year old for five hours. And last night I went riding around with my KenKen. Then I went over to Little Man's house where all the guys were drunk off their asses. We all kinda laughed at Robert and his drunken sex talk for a while. Then the vomiting started up. GROSSSSSSS! But I'm a nice person so I watched out for him, cleaned up after him, and put him to bed. Geez, I am a pretty nice person. Especially when you consider that I was up till 4:00am taking care of those guys and then I had to get up this morning at 8:30! So today was pretty boring. I talked to Kev. and Kari some more. And then I talked to my Nut Meg for like forever which was awesome cause I miss her! And Benny Boo called me and we had, of course, a very intellectual discussion. lol. Ken gets off work and he is suppose to call me so we can hang out tonight. I expect a big thank you from Rob the next time I talk to him. I'm suppose to call Ashlye tonight cause shes in town and wants to hang out. I'm hungry. My mom isn't cooking tonight. Wtf...what am I suppose to eat?!?! Guess its kitchen delight. So this is for Nut Meg...I stole it from her. Muuuahahahahaha.......I'm evil. Yessssss!

Favorites

Favorite Number: 2, 4, 24, or 42

Favorite Food: Mexican

Favorite Drink: Sprite

Favorite Book: Harry Potter Series

Favorite Flavor of Chips: anything as long as its the origonal...I hate the flavored chips

Favorite Cookie: chocolate chip 

Favorite Restaurant (and Fast Food Place): PF Chang's, Pasados, and Pappadeaux

Favorite Color: Red

Have You Ever;

Stole From A Store: not that I remember

Lied: I've tried to before but I suck at it

Cheated On A Test: in high school Chemistry....we all did

Been To Another Province/State: Many

Been To Another Country: Canada and Mexico

Flown In A Plane: No

Got In Trouble By The Police: Ummm...does getting pulled over count?

Gone Skinny Dipping: Yes

Cut Yourself On Purpose: No

Prank Called Someone: Yeah when I was with my friends and we were THAT bored

Called 911: No

Been In A Physical Fight: With my brothers...and yeah they always win

Rode A Roller Coaster: I love roller coasters! Yay!

Wished You Were Someone Else: Yes lots of times.

Play An Instrument (Which One): Trumpet for 9 years

Do You

Have A Job: Not yet

Play A Sport: Golf and if you want to count football and basketball with Meggi

Drive: Not if I can make someone else do it
 
Have A Messy Room: Sometimes but I try not to

Believe In Ghosts: Theres one in my house

Believe In God: Of course!

Like To Dance: Depends

Like To Sing: Unfortunately yes

Have Any Piercing (Where): My ears

Love someone (Truly): I love all my friends and family. I'm not in love though

This Or That

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi

Vanilla or Chocolate: Chocolate

Rock or Rap: Both but Rock wins overall

Pink or Purple: of course purple...Meggi would despise me if I said pink

Messy or Neat: Neat.

Hugs or Kisses: both

TV or Books: If its a book about something on tv, the book cause the books are always better

Comedy or Horror: Depends on my mood and who I'm watching it with

Casual or Dressy: Casual but I like to dress up

Dolphins or Monkeys: Dolphins, they are cool...yay!

Relationships/Friendships

Are You Going Out With Anyone (Who): Great question.....NO

Do You Have A Crush (Who): I don't know

Who Is Your Best Friend (Guy, Girl): Paducah: KenKen....Lubbock: Nut Meg

Who Is Your Funniest/Fun nest Friend (Guy, Girl): Shanai-nai

Who Is The Most Beautiful and Ugliest Friend (Guy, Girl): they are all beautiful.........well there is that one exception named David...j/k

Who Is Your Most Trusting/Least Trusting Friend (Guy, Girl): All of them

Who Is Your Most Smartest/Non Smartest Friend (Guy, Girl): Robert, he has like a 105 and its the highest average at PHS in 36 years cause thats what Mrs. Piper told him(repeat a million times)....ahh drunk people, lol. And David.....I think hes smart, he just doesn't apply himself in some subjects....so DMcD, where is the persian gulf again? lol

Who Is Your Tallest/Shortest Friend (Guy, Girl): OMG I love this one. Justin and Robert are the tallest, David is miniature man

Have You Ever Liked Your Friend (Guy, Girl): Yep...and thats a heartbreaker.

Do You Have Any Online Friends (Guy, Girl): Sure do....all my friends are online at some point or another, lol

Complete the Following:

I Know: absolutely everything

I want: a horse

I wish: at 11:11pm

I Have: the most awesome history books ever

I Hate: Being treated like crap by people I care about

I Miss: DMcD, Nut Meg, and Benny Boo when I'm in Paducah and Ginny Bug, Lissa, Nai Nai, and KenKen when I'm in Lubbock

I Fear: Being alone and frogs

I Hear: my music playing

I Search: for gold at the end of the rainbow

I Love: Mi amigos y mi familia

I Ache: after having to support my drunk friends when they can't walk.....these were all guys and they are all bigger than me

I Care: most of the time

I Dance: Whenever I feel like it

I Cry: over boys....uggghhhh

I Write: In my journal....yay, and on my xanga!

I need: to fix my hair and put on make up cause I'm bout to go over to Kens!


Thursday, December 15, 2005

Currently Listening
Catch Without Arms
By Dredg
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Ahhh...what a wonderful day. NOT! So yesterday I was so lonesome b/c my Nut Meg and Rachie and Annasleaze had left me. There was like three people left of my floor last night! So, yea it was really boring. David and I went down to eat together. He was only 55 cents short on his meal plan! lol, good ole DMcD. So that was the nastiest meal I have ever started eating in the H/C cafateria. Literally disgusting. After like 5 bites I asked David if he wanted to go grab some real food and said I would buy so he said he would drive. lol. So we went out for a real high class dinner at Wendy's. Oh yea...did I mention that he totally embarrassed me when he made all the little ketchup cups fly all over the place and made a big mess! Typical DMcD. Last night I went over to see my girls at The Exchange. I guess I can't call them the girls anymore though since Justin is the new roomie. Okay....so I went to go see my friends at The Exchange. There. Thats better. Shut up Megan....I know your laughing at me. Its not funny. Anywayz....lets just say it was an interesting night and I didn't go to bed until late and then I had to check out of my dorm room early this morning! Eeeeeek! The drive home to Paducah was pleasant....alright so ya'll know that was a lie. I never want to see my car again.......literally! I took Robert and Tyler their stupid Taco Bell. Go figure, Rob even told me thank you....twice! WOW! What a gentleman! I'm going to go finish unpacking now and continue on with my miserable life...oh I meant wonderful...yea thats it, wonderful. Just like the Everclear song. Haha...speaking of Everclear...anywayz, I'm not going there.


Sunday, December 11, 2005

Currently Listening
Tim McGraw - Greatest Hits
By Tim McGraw
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Finals are miserable! Just thought that I would share that! I've been trying to study. I tell myself, "Concentrate Ashley...you have to do this." But somehow I always end up distracted on the phone or on im or when there is no one else to talk to me, I'm on the computer doing things like updating my xanga, facebook, and myspace! Stupid addicting internet shit! Last night I was so irritated that I actually cleaned my room to help me relax. My side is seriously the cleanest it has probably been since the first week I've been at Tech. I am so lucky that I have a friend like Megan. Josie's was probably the best supper I have had in like ever just because of you! And David and Andrew...where to start on those two! lol. I stayed over in their room just haning out till 4:30am. David is so embarrassing. He did the stupidest thing placing his Mickey D's order last night. Meggi....be glad you weren't there because you would have died from embarrassment. Lets see, I talked to my KenKen today for a little while before he went to work. What a hoochie! lol. Wow, my life is so interesting. Seriously, it makes me want to take a nap when I start talking about my exciting life so I am sure that its 10 times .....worse when people have to read about it! lol. Okay....study time. For realz....I have to do good on these last two tests! [little voice says, "study ashley, concentrate, study, concentrate, study"] Okay....I'm out. By the way Meggi.....hola mi amor, yo muy mal, tu no aqui. HAHA!


Saturday, December 10, 2005

Currently Listening
Hypnotize
By System of a Down
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Megan just gave me the most kick ass cd to burn on my computer! I love love love System of a Down! So, I have a final Monday and Wednesday now. Uggghhhh.....college is suppose to be a big party! What is up with all this studying and work? lol. I am starving. Boys dissapoint me. They are such gooby heads! So............I really don't have anything else to say. I wonder what a fluffy bunnyyy really does sound like. Hmmmm......Ron is going to have me pondering that for the rest of my life now. I am so excited to get to see my Ginny Bug again! I haven't seen her in like a year and I get to over Christmas. Yessssssssssss. I don't wanna go to Paducah! I'm gonna miss my Nut Meg! Ugghhh. Oh well, she's going to come see me in hickville over the holidays anyway! Well, I'm out. Lata fools....................



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